My Chamber of Secrets

just that

2010-12-13T12:30:00.001-08:00

:)))

2010-11-29T01:27:00.001-08:00

It sounds really familiar ha ??:))) Our poor moms

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2010-11-26T09:49:00.001-08:00

2010-11-07T11:46:00.000-08:00

rainy days never say goodbye

2010-10-18T00:45:00.000-07:00

School . And my whole day is messed up ... I have no time nor the energy to do anything else...I am officially tired ...and when I'm not tired I'm bored...mostly I sit in my bed and read...rainy days are yet to come.

Record collector

2010-10-14T06:06:00.000-07:00

I’m tired of saying
That I won’t get lost ever again
Who knows, maybe I will
And everywhere I go
There I’ll be
With a rust old rake in a pile of leaves
Oh my, truly daunting

But my blue eyes
Cannot see
That their true hue is probably green

I should keep records of these things

And I’ll know what yesterdays bring

I’m not really sure
But I’m starting to think that I’ve been here before
Who knows
Maybe I have
And everywhere I went
There I was with a choir of bees
They were all a buzz

Oh my, how amusing

But my blue eyes
Cannot see
That their true hue is probably green

I should keep records of these things

And I’ll know what yesterdays bring

the great gig in the sky...

2010-05-02T11:16:00.000-07:00

Mi-e frig de frigul celui ce-o sa plece
si nu va mai veni-napoi, în veci,
si haina din cuier devine rece
si mânecile la camasi mi-s reci.

Mi-e frig de frigul omului pe care,
Îndata ce în glorie s-a frânt,
Familia l-a dus la-nmormântare
si l-a lasat acolo, în pamânt.

Mi-e frig de frigul lui, acum, ca ploua
si-n cimitir e apa cu prisos,
În timp ce viata ne e data noua,
El zace în sicriu acolo, jos.

Mi-e frig de frigul noptilor de iarna,
Când respirând prin viscole, postum,
Nametii vor începe sa se-astearna
si el, sarmanul, se preface-n scrum.

Mi-e frig de frigul turturilor care
Vor atârna plângând de crucea sa,
Când lacrimile noastre funerare,
În cinic scazamânt, se vor usca.

Mi-e frig de frigul cerului pe unde
Îsi joaca rolul ultim si-i e greu,
Ca îl priveste însusi Dumnezeu,
si dintr-odata, prin schimbari
profunde,
Mi-e frig de frigul lui.
Mi-e frig de frigul meu.

sleepy

2010-03-15T02:28:00.000-07:00

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep

'Cause they'd fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude
But I would just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems

'Cause I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they tried to teach me how to dance

A foxtrot above my head
A sock hop beneath my bed
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
'Cause I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird 'cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell

But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
'Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams

crazy!!!!!!

2010-03-12T03:47:00.000-08:00

Inca o saptamana s-a dus...si azi mi-am dat trezirea cu un seminar fresh de mate...cu oleac de ninsoare pe drum am ajuns la faculta unde mi-am clatit ochii in abundentza de ecuatzii si sisteme si m-am inviorat privind impreuna cu alex la multimea de borcane ce le tin fetele din camin pe geam , ca la mama lor acasa :))) si alex isi satisfacea dorinta nebuna de a ghici ce e in ele citez "uite in ala are crastavetzi si crek in ala varza" si a incununat totul , asa cum si obisnuieste cu un " uite wai aia are lumina aprinsa ; inchide fa lumina ca ii ziua , ci consumi curent? " .Apoi a urmat seminarul de economie in care am fost stresata de celalalt alex si l-am privit pe giri cum mulgea vaca pe iPhone (nu stiu daca sa zic si aici ca la mama lui acasa) ...omg sunteti cu capul toti...

babbling :D :D

2010-03-07T02:38:00.000-08:00

Ultima mea postare a fost looong time ago pt ca i'm so caught up with school si there's nothing much to say ...aseara am fost la mishuuuu si am ras :)) de anumite personaje din frumoasa noastra viatza cotidiana , si am stat si ne-au tremurat chilotzii la ce ne asteapta semenstrul asta , dar ne-am consolat cu gandul ca sunt altii mai prosti :))) ( si da aici am ras cu subînţeles...se simt multi =)) ) ...e fain ca mai existe persoane care sunt cu capul pe umeri si I'm glad that she's my friend. In rest discutzii about girl stuff si ne uitam cum ninge afara . Cum ar spune mish "vreme beshita" :))) da mie imi place si Aaaaa azi e baba mea nici nu m-am uitat cum e afara.Anyway maine din nou scoala so you know ...

I never wanna become Stuck in your machine

2010-02-25T07:14:00.000-08:00

Nu prea am scris in ultima perioada pt ca nu prea am avut despre ce scrie ....a inceput scoala si cam atat....si intre cateva ore de bancuri bune ,luni , in care am ras copios si o ora de messenger pe hartie la ora de economie,joi, ...nu prea s-a intamplat nimic...deci nothing much...sper sa se schimbe putin lucrurile ca sunt cam monotone si ma plictisesc prea repede de orice ...sa se dinamizeze totul ca sa nu simt cum pasesc grabita spre Working Class Hero Club

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history...

2010-02-18T05:44:00.000-08:00

History is just beginning
It's like leaves creating a canopy
And, woven in the tapestry, my testimony
A ceremony of souls, a symphony of
sounds of sounds and forms
A cacophony – I'll keep that energy

I'll keep that energy flowing
through the whole range of me
So you can focus on the rage in me
And my obituary?
Well, I'm re-writing it every second, every century
Well, I'm re-writing it

History is just beginning

the wind of change

2010-02-15T03:30:00.000-08:00

A new day ...a new me ...that's how i feel today...I'm trying to make some changes and I hope I succeed...yesterday I was very blue ...I rememberd stuff about my childhood and I kind of miss those days when you are just a little kid and the world is rising around you ...anyway...exams are over and the week off that I've been looking forward to it's here ...so I went back to my books and stories...my life it's kind of odd in this period because I remember stuff and I read much and it's like I'm traveling in time and all over...today , a new day ,new memories ,new stories...a new me.

much and nothing much

2010-02-09T06:06:00.000-08:00

Nu am scris de ceva timp ...da nu prea am timp si nici despre ce scrie...sesiune ...examene and me turning 20 and just that...learning and stuff ...dar I'm haaappy ca mai am un singur examen si dupa aceea putina vacantza. In rest hmm nothing much I'm looking forward to that week off ...because my head will explode...soon. So today I'm chillin' de maine iar invatat si cam atat. Lately i've been having the habit of youtubing tooo much ... not vloging or something just watching and subscribing ...to much youtube for me :D ....I got to get out of the house even if there are -10 degrees Celsius. Can't Get Enough of this song ...ray william johnson kicks ass

Sun is in the sky oh why oh why ? Would I wanna be anywhere else

2010-01-29T23:44:00.000-08:00

Este poate una dintre cele frumoase treziri de dimineatza....MSSSS Mishu ...am auzit telefonul dar nu l-am bagat in seama dupa care am stiut ...AAAAA s-au afisat notele omg si am sarit din pat...dupa care m-a sunat daria , toata lumea abia trezita (erati spalate pe dintzi??)era in febra telefoanelor ...ms ms mishu pt un "happy rise and shine"....si I'm sooo happy that my hard work is paying off. Another song that makes my heart dance...:D:D:D:D

...just happy

2010-01-29T02:30:00.001-08:00

happy...magic...childhood...dawn...smile...drizzle...

friend...mom...beach...free...love...sweet...cozy...pleasure...music...dance...sing...alive...

book...hug...play...tickle...together...Words that define me everyday

.....mindful moments for stressful days...

2010-01-26T02:59:00.000-08:00

Revin cu gandurile la prima mea postare , facuta inainte de bac cand ziceam ca exams mess up my mind so bad .....e aiurea prea multa oboseala dar tot nu mi-e dor de liceu...altzii sunt nostalgici...eu nu...vreau sa vina si sa treaca cat mai repede cat inchid ochii si strang din pumni si din dintzi 2 minute....si apoi gata sa simt din nou ca timpul este din nou a meu si sa stau fiecare secunda sa fac tampenii. Si asa ca inainte de un examen "frumos" ca cel de astazi nimic nu poate fii mai potrivita decat o excursie la munte....frig....zapada si cel mai important liniste.Dar azi mai prin ger , mai prin zapada ne-am adunat toti de prin case sa dam examenul .Toate trec...important e ca raman cu clipele pline de emotzii cand am stat cu sufletul la gura .Oricum dupa 2 zile de relaxare si o zi si o noapte de invatzat stau si cand melodia mea de happy moments...makes my heart dance.

I put your stockings in my purple boots

2009-12-20T02:49:00.001-08:00

Closed my door, forgot my key, missed my bus in the pouring rain
It's been the usual sunday with a flu
And I'm still missing you

Burnt my toast and lost your number, cut my finger, spilled my beer
It's been the usual sunday with a flu
And I'm still missing you

Had a chat and left my hat, ate my dog and walked my cat
It's been the usual sunday with a flu
And I'm still missing you

Called a cabbage, threw the garbage, asked for help and got some help
It's been the usual sunday with a flu
And I'm still missing you

7...

2009-12-05T01:51:00.000-08:00

Nu am stiut niciodata ce mult pot insemna 7 minute. 7 minute in care nu mai esti singur , 7 minute in care sa urli de fericire , 7 minute in care sa povestesti about a lifetime , totul s-a oprit si eu aveam timp sa spun tot ce imi trecea prin minte , aveam timp sa visez , aveam timp sa il ascult si sa ma bucur de fiecare cuvant .Il ascultam si zambeau de parca era langa mine si ma vedea , si vroiam sa ii arat cat de mult ma bucura vocea lui .Iar dupa cele 7 minute am ramas intinsa in pat razand si zambind si asteptam sa apara de undeva si sa vina langa mine , sa stam ore in sir sa ne uitam unul la celalalt si sa vorbim tampenii si sa visam la noi doi... sa ne certam de la lucruri care inca nu s-au intamplat , sa ne jucam...sa ma stranga in brate, sa ma sarute si sa imi spuna ca totul e ok si ca are grija de mine...si toate erau ok pt ca el era langa mine ...te astept acasa puiu >:D< te astept sa imi spui ca toate sunt ok .

Pe nepregatite , vartejul gandurilor se opri

2009-12-03T10:26:00.000-08:00

Incerca sa se indeparteze de locul spre care se indrepta ,ciudatul orash al fauritorilor de vise , al saraciei si-al probelor de actorie , al crimelor si-al banilor , si sa mearga sper alte zari, alte nopti , alte teritorii de vanatoare. Spre alte orashe , alte masini , alte paduri de cladiri si rauri de asfalt , unde alti barbati si alte femei duceau dorul stelelor si ingrijeau plante firave pe pervazuri si cresteau catzei minusculi si-i scoteau la plimbare de-a lungul coridoarelor in nesfarsita procesiune a cutiilor si-a intersectziilor si a luminilor, unde luau cu chirie spatzii aflate in proprietatea altora ca sa aiba unde sa puna capul jos , apoi sa se trezeasca sa-si aduca aportul la atingerea unor idealuri de profit pe care nu le intelegeau si de care nici nu le pasa , doar pentru a primi moneda de schimb de care aveau nevoie pentru a lua cu chirie spatiul in care dormeai si mormaiau si se uitau la televizor, pana cand , intr-un sfarsit , unii dintre ei se furisau afara pe fereastra si o luau la goana pe strazi intunecate , urland si eliberandu-se de amorteala mostenita de la o societate care era ea insasi minata de fracturi , tradari si disperare ; nebunii singuratici dintr-o cultura ce se transformase intr-in flecushtetz de Craciun , intr-o frumusetze scanteietoare infasurata in jurul unei goliciuni care se indesea tot mai repede pana capata forma unir parcari , malluri , sali de asteptare , non-locuri in care nimeni nu mai stie nimic despre nimeni. Pe nepregatite , vartejul gandurilor se opri .

You're a mean one, Mr. Grinch.

2009-12-02T09:00:00.000-08:00

Nu vreau sa ma trezesc , nu vreau sa stau, nu vreau sa vorbesc , nu vreau sa dorm , nu vreau nimic...vreau sa se opreasca toate si sa ma plimb printre ele fara sa ma simt oukward , dar toate se invart in jurul meu ametzitor si nu inteleg pe nimeni si nimic...nici nu vreau sa inteleg , mai bine asa . Ma uit si vad cum se plimba toata lumea prin jurul meu dar parca totul e dupa un perete de sticla , nu aud pe nimeni si aburesc geamul sa vada ca nu sunt interesata de ce imi zic .Vreau sa stau eu cu mine , sa vorbesc eu cu mine , sa rad eu cu mine , sa zambesc eu cu mine... so do not speak unless you can improve the silence.

You know I love you so...

2009-12-01T00:23:00.000-08:00

Pff...a inceput shirul lung de zile in care ma plimb singura prin casa cautand ceva si stiu ca nu o sa gasesc ce caut prea devreme , a inceput sirul nesfarshit de nopti cand ma trezesc vorbind cu el...de fapt singura , si ma foiesc filozofand tot felul de peste zi. Mi-e dor deja de coate in cap , mi-e dor de mirosul de tigara si parfum, hainele sunt impaturite , perna-i rece , patul e prea mare ,camera e prea goala , e prea liniste...mai am mult de cautat prin casa ...poate atunci o sa-l aud ... You know I love you so

Don't panic...

2009-11-29T06:04:00.000-08:00

Ma intorc dupa o luuunga pauza in care am inceput facultatea , in care mi-am umplut timpul cu multe altele ...ma intorc nostalgica si spun ca mi-am inchipuit cum era viata , dar numai in imagini fixe : instantanee ale anilor de glorie , in culori usor spalacite , totul incremenit ca intr-o reclama pentru modelul de viata care ne-a fost mereu promisa drept inevitabila .Un paradis de dulceata si lumina, de mese in aer liber si strangeri de mana ferme , de munca grea , iubire adevarata si fair-play. Asa cum trebuie sa fie viata . In schimb plutim in deriva , fara carisma, regie si scenariu , si in cele din urma , mecanismul se intepeneste si ne dam seama ca , oricum , nimeni nu se uita la noi . Suntem atat de obisnuiti ca evenimentele sa fie descrise in culori precise , incat atunci cand chiar ni se intampla si viata nu seamana deloc cu ce ne asteptam , pur si simplu nu stim cum sa reactionam.Vietile noastre ne devin noua insine de necunoscut . Ar trebui sa incercam in continuare sa fim fericiti , cand totul pare imperfect , dezordonat si tern?

relieved

2009-07-09T00:02:00.000-07:00

Goodbye exams and welcome summer ...oooohh I'm so happy , exams are over , and I took them with good grades and I feel realieved . Every day I dream and I read ...and when I read a story, I inhabit it.
The covers of the book are like a roof and four walls.What is to happen next will take place within the four walls of the story.And this is possible because the story's voice makes everything its own.

The calm before the storm

2009-06-21T12:06:00.000-07:00

My mind goes in all directions , and in every moment I find my self asking a question that makes my heart beat harder I feel overrun by too much information and everything lies in a number ... exams mess my mind so bad ... shhhhh ... I even hear it coming .... shhhh

Running before time takes my dreams away

Why can't we play today

2009-06-20T02:17:00.000-07:00

It is pretty stupid when you realise how an exam can mess up your mind so bad , and how only in these stressful moments you remember days, moments, books, friends , that you never lived ,valued , read or pleased .....mindful moments for stressful days...

Remember a day before today
A day when you were young.
Free to play alone with time
Evening never came.
Sing a song that can't be sung
Without the morning's kiss
Queen - you shall be it if you wish
Look for your king
Why can't we play today
Why can't we stay that way

Climb your favorite apple tree
Try to catch the sun
Hide from your little brother's gun
Dream yourself away
Why can't we reach the sun
Why can't we blow the years away?